nude cat litter scooping

Please, oh please tell me why anyone in their right mind would do a search on Google for "nude cat litter scooping"...someone did, and guess what....they found my journal. I can see where my journal readers come from and if they came from Google, it tells me what they searched for. Is this some new, strange fettish I've never heard of?? if it is...I don't want any details...forget I asked. I'm home tonight from a wonderful two days with my 11 year old daughter, Kimber. She's recently developed a love for antiquing after visiting her Grandma Ryberg in Texas. Two nights ago, while up on my bed reading Nancy Drew together, she started asking me when we would have more time together. She started crying as she told me that she never gets time with me. I felt so heartbroken seeing her so upset....and guilty...mother guilt, I'm sure many of you know it. I'd been so busy the past week with my work that I hadn't given her any undivided attention. We decided that minute that the next day (yesterday) would be devoted to US....when hubby got home I talked to him and asked how he'd feel if Kimber and I took off for an overnight to Centralia, Washington...a fun, antiquey little town about an hour and a half drive away. I peeked over at her and her eyes were huge...as was her grin. We left late morning the next day and had the most incredible time shopping, talking, laughing and having the best two days I've had in forever. I'm determined to do it again before summer's over...maybe to the beach next time. I feel sad when I remember Katy at that age. 11 years old and just craving my time....she's now 14 and would rather be with her friends or on the computer with friends than hanging with her dorky ole mom. I understand it, I do...but I will learn from my mistakes...I will grab up this 11 year old, wanting nothing but to be with mommy time with Kimber and run with it....they just grow so fast...it makes me want to crawl into her bed and hold her a little longer...I love her so much. oxox

Comments

[natalie]

I so understand what you mean,as my son just turned 15....Where did it all go? I am so lucky though, he still will go to the movies with me (and even sit with me). And sometimes when husband/dad is working, ( he's a firefighter, so he isn't home at night) we will have a dinner "date".

[Judy]

What a lovely thing; that you followed your heart and spent the day with your angel. They grow up so fast and as the song goes, "we may never pass this way again". I lurk here for the art (which I love) but it is fun getting to know you as a person too.